The Charter Oak Church (Greensburg, PA) Cantata was incredible. Having a small part in it made it even more special. The music was a gift from God. The message was one we have heard over and over again at this time of year, but this year....it was just more personal.
Watching people in the audience cry during some of the songs and scenes on the screen really moved me. The one scene that really got to me was showing an innocent baby.....the next shot showed an innocent man hanging on a cross.......and there I sat guilty. That is the message of Christmas. Christ came to the manger scene over 2000 years ago for me! FOR YOU!!
I walked out of that church yesterday, and sit here typing today.....incredibly proud to proclaim that I am in love with Jesus! What a baby He was. What a Savior He is!!!
Hallelujah!!!
Monday, December 15, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Anticipation
Oh...the anticipation. Let's see, it has been almost 6 weeks since I last made an entry. 67% of my faithful readers (2 out of 3), have asked for it. Well.....here it is.
Six weeks......roughly 40 days. Pastor Chris at Charter Oak UMC in Greensburg, PA did a sermon series recently on the significance of this number surrounding certain events in the Bible. I haven't been out in a desert or anything, but I have been tempted by the devil. Satan sure is relentless. I think that most people don't even think Satan is real. You truly have to be a believer in Jesus Christ to understand how very real the devil is, and how relentless he will be to get you to stray from God's will.
The good news is that I am aware of him. He will win the occasional battle, but the ultimate victory has been won.....oh, no....not by me.....but by my savior Jesus Christ.
What else is new? I attempted to step out of my comfort zone in a big way (for me), by singing a few lines in this years' cantata. I practiced too many times to count. I sang in front of my drama peers first. I thought I was going to faint....or puke. Then came the first rehearsal with the whole choir. In my mind, I thought it was okay. Some people made me feel good by saying it was okay (maybe even good). One person (a friend) said "the speaking part was great, the singing part...not so good". At first this comment really bothered me. I was mad, hurt, and confused over IF I was indeed horrible, if others were just being nice, or if I was being criticized unjustly.. Come on now...here I am stepping out in faith....getting out of my comfort zone...to serve God in this capacity. Why was I being dealt this crap to deal with? Well.....like HE always does, HE slowly reveals His purpose. This time, HE revealed it through my analysis that I was focusing more on ME than on HIM. If I truly want to serve God, I must remember that I do not get to pick and choose everything I want to do. HE is the boss! I learned the lesson that it is not the task that God gives us to do that is important....it is the our motivation and character that is most important to Him. I want to serve God as He directs me. That's what it means by being Lord of my life, right?
So...my singing debut is for not. Instead, I have some more lines to memorize in it's place. My prayer is that God will give me a vivid glimpse of Isaiah, and how he felt sharing the news I get to share as part of the cantata message. Thank you, God....for giving me this opportunity.
Peace!
Six weeks......roughly 40 days. Pastor Chris at Charter Oak UMC in Greensburg, PA did a sermon series recently on the significance of this number surrounding certain events in the Bible. I haven't been out in a desert or anything, but I have been tempted by the devil. Satan sure is relentless. I think that most people don't even think Satan is real. You truly have to be a believer in Jesus Christ to understand how very real the devil is, and how relentless he will be to get you to stray from God's will.
The good news is that I am aware of him. He will win the occasional battle, but the ultimate victory has been won.....oh, no....not by me.....but by my savior Jesus Christ.
What else is new? I attempted to step out of my comfort zone in a big way (for me), by singing a few lines in this years' cantata. I practiced too many times to count. I sang in front of my drama peers first. I thought I was going to faint....or puke. Then came the first rehearsal with the whole choir. In my mind, I thought it was okay. Some people made me feel good by saying it was okay (maybe even good). One person (a friend) said "the speaking part was great, the singing part...not so good". At first this comment really bothered me. I was mad, hurt, and confused over IF I was indeed horrible, if others were just being nice, or if I was being criticized unjustly.. Come on now...here I am stepping out in faith....getting out of my comfort zone...to serve God in this capacity. Why was I being dealt this crap to deal with? Well.....like HE always does, HE slowly reveals His purpose. This time, HE revealed it through my analysis that I was focusing more on ME than on HIM. If I truly want to serve God, I must remember that I do not get to pick and choose everything I want to do. HE is the boss! I learned the lesson that it is not the task that God gives us to do that is important....it is the our motivation and character that is most important to Him. I want to serve God as He directs me. That's what it means by being Lord of my life, right?
So...my singing debut is for not. Instead, I have some more lines to memorize in it's place. My prayer is that God will give me a vivid glimpse of Isaiah, and how he felt sharing the news I get to share as part of the cantata message. Thank you, God....for giving me this opportunity.
Peace!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
GRACE
Love Beyond Reason by John Ortberg. I haven't even finished this book yet, but I would highly recommend it.
In the most recent chapter, the questioned was posed, "What is the one thing the church has to offer that the world cannot get anywhere else? Answer: GRACE!
The follow up to that is this: Is your church a provider of grace? What are you doing in your Christian life and involvement with your church that offers grace to others?
The book talks about so many Christians that you see no joy, excitement, involvement with life. Do you think those people share God's grace to others regularly?
Non-Christians give to those in need, help build houses for those less fortunate, and feed the poor. The ministries in "churches" are great, BUT non-Christian, non-church-going people can, and do, the same. Does your church offer grace to everyone that enters? Does your church offer grace to you? Does your church put showing, sharing, and giving God's grace above all ministries? What are you doing to help make that happen?
The book also makes a comment about how we live in God's grace and share it with others. We need to stay close to the cross. When we are standing in the shadow of the cross, it is easy to share God's grace because we understand and have received His forgiveness, mercy, and yes....GRACE.
May His grace visibly overflow in all of us each and every day.
In the most recent chapter, the questioned was posed, "What is the one thing the church has to offer that the world cannot get anywhere else? Answer: GRACE!
The follow up to that is this: Is your church a provider of grace? What are you doing in your Christian life and involvement with your church that offers grace to others?
The book talks about so many Christians that you see no joy, excitement, involvement with life. Do you think those people share God's grace to others regularly?
Non-Christians give to those in need, help build houses for those less fortunate, and feed the poor. The ministries in "churches" are great, BUT non-Christian, non-church-going people can, and do, the same. Does your church offer grace to everyone that enters? Does your church offer grace to you? Does your church put showing, sharing, and giving God's grace above all ministries? What are you doing to help make that happen?
The book also makes a comment about how we live in God's grace and share it with others. We need to stay close to the cross. When we are standing in the shadow of the cross, it is easy to share God's grace because we understand and have received His forgiveness, mercy, and yes....GRACE.
May His grace visibly overflow in all of us each and every day.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
The Roundabout Way
I am reading "Love Beyond Reason" by John Ortberg and his one chapter is title 'The Roundabout Way". This very good book talks about moving God's love from our heads to our hearts.
In this chapter, the roundabout way is usually the long way to solve a problem in our lives. It is never the easiest or the shortest road traveled. Why? Because God is more concerned with our character than our comfort. Because during the roundabout way, we learn to be to obey when obedience is never easy. This is the stretch of road where our faith really grows.
Think about it......the Israelites 40 years in the desert to reach the Promised Land that should have taken a few weeks of travel. This roundabout journey is where the Israelites learned about God, their obedience was tested, their faith was measured. Look at Jesus...the roundabout way was to go through the trial, punishment, disgrace, and beating on the way to the cross. He didn't need to take this route. But He did. Would our salvation be as precious if Jesus just waived a wand and fixed everything? Look back at the times in your life when you were struggling to get ahead. Struggling with your faith because a promotion didn't happen, an illness crept in, financial stress ruined most days of your week. Looking back, you probably thought you would never get through this tough time. You even looked for shortcuts in an effort to fix everything yourself.
The roundabout way is a road all Christians should expect to travel. The roundabout way will involve hard times, temptation, and frustration. The old phrase "nothing good or worthwhile comes easy". I think this is true of our faith journey with Christ.
I'll be looking for you on "the roundabout".
In this chapter, the roundabout way is usually the long way to solve a problem in our lives. It is never the easiest or the shortest road traveled. Why? Because God is more concerned with our character than our comfort. Because during the roundabout way, we learn to be to obey when obedience is never easy. This is the stretch of road where our faith really grows.
Think about it......the Israelites 40 years in the desert to reach the Promised Land that should have taken a few weeks of travel. This roundabout journey is where the Israelites learned about God, their obedience was tested, their faith was measured. Look at Jesus...the roundabout way was to go through the trial, punishment, disgrace, and beating on the way to the cross. He didn't need to take this route. But He did. Would our salvation be as precious if Jesus just waived a wand and fixed everything? Look back at the times in your life when you were struggling to get ahead. Struggling with your faith because a promotion didn't happen, an illness crept in, financial stress ruined most days of your week. Looking back, you probably thought you would never get through this tough time. You even looked for shortcuts in an effort to fix everything yourself.
The roundabout way is a road all Christians should expect to travel. The roundabout way will involve hard times, temptation, and frustration. The old phrase "nothing good or worthwhile comes easy". I think this is true of our faith journey with Christ.
I'll be looking for you on "the roundabout".
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
And then there were two!
I have two people brave enough to admit that they read my random blog entries. That is two more readers than I thought I would ever have. I do not write this for my "fans". Yes, doesn't the saying go, "when two or more are.........gathered to read a blog, then they are called fans"?
Anyway - I am reading the Gospel of John, mainly because I lead a very small group (currently 3) on Wednesday nights at 7PM (Room 123) that is studying John. You know if my two "fans" come and bring their spouses, they would be the majority. If you have some extra time, read John 3 and 4. Look at how Jesus witnesses to two totally different people....Nicodemus and the woman at the well. One is highly educated, wealthy, respected, a leader amongst his peers. The other one is poor, abused, living in sin, mouthy, probably uneducated. Notice how Jesus approaches these two different people. He accepts them right where they are at, and He seems to speak to them at their level of education and understanding. He doesn't preach down to either of them. He seems to simply ask them questions, and make statements to them that they can relate to and feel compelled to start a discussion.
Do we do that when we witness? Do we accept people where they are at, don't speak down to them, and find a common talking point that will start the dialogue? Is seems to me that Jesus showed us back-to-back in John, that it can be done. Three simple steps to effective evangelism. Let's give it a shot, shall we?
Anyway - I am reading the Gospel of John, mainly because I lead a very small group (currently 3) on Wednesday nights at 7PM (Room 123) that is studying John. You know if my two "fans" come and bring their spouses, they would be the majority. If you have some extra time, read John 3 and 4. Look at how Jesus witnesses to two totally different people....Nicodemus and the woman at the well. One is highly educated, wealthy, respected, a leader amongst his peers. The other one is poor, abused, living in sin, mouthy, probably uneducated. Notice how Jesus approaches these two different people. He accepts them right where they are at, and He seems to speak to them at their level of education and understanding. He doesn't preach down to either of them. He seems to simply ask them questions, and make statements to them that they can relate to and feel compelled to start a discussion.
Do we do that when we witness? Do we accept people where they are at, don't speak down to them, and find a common talking point that will start the dialogue? Is seems to me that Jesus showed us back-to-back in John, that it can be done. Three simple steps to effective evangelism. Let's give it a shot, shall we?
Sunday, September 7, 2008
In the beginning.....
"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning." - John 1:1-2
In the beginning..........3 words that could change our day......in the beginning.
Jesus is the Word. Jesus was with God. Jesus is God.......in the beginning.
In the beginning of my day, I praised God and recognized His existence.
In the beginning of my day, I proclaimed Jesus as the Lord of my life.
In the beginning of my decision-making process, I sought the wisdom of God.
In the beginning of all my relationships, I put my relationship with Jesus first.
In the beginning of writing my bills for the month, I thought first of His Kingdom.
In the beginning.....................
In the beginning..........3 words that could change our day......in the beginning.
Jesus is the Word. Jesus was with God. Jesus is God.......in the beginning.
In the beginning of my day, I praised God and recognized His existence.
In the beginning of my day, I proclaimed Jesus as the Lord of my life.
In the beginning of my decision-making process, I sought the wisdom of God.
In the beginning of all my relationships, I put my relationship with Jesus first.
In the beginning of writing my bills for the month, I thought first of His Kingdom.
In the beginning.....................
Thursday, September 4, 2008
The Answer!
I received some wise advise from a small, distinguished-looking gentleman about my "question" in my last blog. No, it wasn't Confucius (but I can see a resemblance). Anyhow, the advice wasn't something new, incredibly well thought out, off-the-charts configured, or mind-numbing news. No....it was simply what I needed to hear.
Too often, as a friend; we think we have to come up with some fresh advice to help someone with a problem. I think we may even sugar-coat our answers as to make sure we do not upset the friendship. When we have problems, our Christian friends need to be honest with us, speak from their heart, and tell us the simple truth.
My friend (the Confucius look-a-like) simply told me the truth. Deep-down, it was what I knew I needed to do to address my conflict; but when a Christian friend tells you the truth, knowing it may be unpleasant to hear and or follow - that is a true friend. Thanks M.D.!
As for my question and situation, it has been addressed and God's grace (as expected) overwhelmed me. If any one reading this does not believe that God is real and alive, and working in our lives - send me a comment. I can give you countless examples of how He continues to amaze me by His love and concern for my life. If any one reading this lives within 30 minutes of Greensburg, PA - and you want to hear and see God's word come alive - then visit Charter Oak Church - Frye Farm Rd, Greensburg, PA. Our services are Saturday at 6, Sunday at 8, 9:30, and 11.
God is so amazing that I believe He could use a blog entry from a sinner like me to reach someone that needs to know how real and alive He is. If that is you, come to Charter Oak Church and ask for Rich (or say "point me to the tall guy who does dramas") and we can be reminded together that God is alive and He cares about you!
Grace and peace.
Too often, as a friend; we think we have to come up with some fresh advice to help someone with a problem. I think we may even sugar-coat our answers as to make sure we do not upset the friendship. When we have problems, our Christian friends need to be honest with us, speak from their heart, and tell us the simple truth.
My friend (the Confucius look-a-like) simply told me the truth. Deep-down, it was what I knew I needed to do to address my conflict; but when a Christian friend tells you the truth, knowing it may be unpleasant to hear and or follow - that is a true friend. Thanks M.D.!
As for my question and situation, it has been addressed and God's grace (as expected) overwhelmed me. If any one reading this does not believe that God is real and alive, and working in our lives - send me a comment. I can give you countless examples of how He continues to amaze me by His love and concern for my life. If any one reading this lives within 30 minutes of Greensburg, PA - and you want to hear and see God's word come alive - then visit Charter Oak Church - Frye Farm Rd, Greensburg, PA. Our services are Saturday at 6, Sunday at 8, 9:30, and 11.
God is so amazing that I believe He could use a blog entry from a sinner like me to reach someone that needs to know how real and alive He is. If that is you, come to Charter Oak Church and ask for Rich (or say "point me to the tall guy who does dramas") and we can be reminded together that God is alive and He cares about you!
Grace and peace.
Friday, August 29, 2008
Question?
What do you do when I fellow Christian has deeply disappointed you by their actions, more specifically, by their failure to keep their word or commitment on several occasions?
What do you do? I know I need to have a one-on-one conversation with this person, but I am not sure how to start.
If anyone is listening (reading), I need some godly advice?
Thanks!
What do you do? I know I need to have a one-on-one conversation with this person, but I am not sure how to start.
If anyone is listening (reading), I need some godly advice?
Thanks!
Monday, August 25, 2008
August wrap up
Well....where did August go? Only a few days left, haven't blogged since early in the month.....what happened?
Life is happening....combined with Satan's attack on my family. Give an inch, he takes a mile. This has been a really tough month. I'm turning to God more so than ever, because through this month - I have relied on my own mind, wisdom, and strength to get through some stuff. That hasn't worked so well. The bit of self-reliance, pride that I was holding onto has be broken. I guess this is the good that has come out of this month, God has broken me where I needed to be broken. He is reshaping me, pruning away the useless, bad stuff - and giving me the opportunity to start growing fresh. Anyone who may read this.....please pray for my family. Thank you.
Yesterday at church, we learned that a very godly man and former pastor had fallen, and passed away. As I heard gasps go through the church, I began to weep. His brother was sitting just 3 empty chairs away from me. I could feel him crying as his body shaking caused the seats to move. I felt compelled to give him a hug in the midst of a song, and hopefully be used as an extension of God's peace. We all know this man is with the Master. Hallelujah! He will be greatly missed, but as followers of Christ, we are rejoicing - because he gets to go home.
Speaking of home, it appears a judge has ripped two kids from his mother's home and placed them with a dad who drinks excessively, is verbally and physically abusive, and is an adulterer. This is the info I know from being friends with the mother (so it is one-sided), but knowing the mom as I do - I can't believe the injustice. God, please make this situation right according to your will. Please help my friend rely on You to get her through. Please keep these little kids safe.
Well....that is it for today. Let us all keep Him in front of every direction we go physically, mentally, and spiritually. Jesus, lead the way........................................Amen.
Life is happening....combined with Satan's attack on my family. Give an inch, he takes a mile. This has been a really tough month. I'm turning to God more so than ever, because through this month - I have relied on my own mind, wisdom, and strength to get through some stuff. That hasn't worked so well. The bit of self-reliance, pride that I was holding onto has be broken. I guess this is the good that has come out of this month, God has broken me where I needed to be broken. He is reshaping me, pruning away the useless, bad stuff - and giving me the opportunity to start growing fresh. Anyone who may read this.....please pray for my family. Thank you.
Yesterday at church, we learned that a very godly man and former pastor had fallen, and passed away. As I heard gasps go through the church, I began to weep. His brother was sitting just 3 empty chairs away from me. I could feel him crying as his body shaking caused the seats to move. I felt compelled to give him a hug in the midst of a song, and hopefully be used as an extension of God's peace. We all know this man is with the Master. Hallelujah! He will be greatly missed, but as followers of Christ, we are rejoicing - because he gets to go home.
Speaking of home, it appears a judge has ripped two kids from his mother's home and placed them with a dad who drinks excessively, is verbally and physically abusive, and is an adulterer. This is the info I know from being friends with the mother (so it is one-sided), but knowing the mom as I do - I can't believe the injustice. God, please make this situation right according to your will. Please help my friend rely on You to get her through. Please keep these little kids safe.
Well....that is it for today. Let us all keep Him in front of every direction we go physically, mentally, and spiritually. Jesus, lead the way........................................Amen.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Have you read a good book lately?
Jeremiah 15:16 - "When your words came, I ate them; they were my joy and my heart's delight, for I bear your name O Lord God Almighty."
Sure sounds like Jeremiah was in love with His Savior. Do we/I have that same feeling? Do I hunger for His Word? Do I look eagerly to read it every day (yes EVERY day)? Does reading His Word bring me joy? Do I love my Savior?
God gave us an answer book to ALL of life's questions. He gave us a guide to protecting our hearts from morally wrong choices. He tells us why He has done all of this. He did it for us. Yes - you and me! His Word is His love letter to us. We should look with eagerness and hunger to read this love letter. It is written to you. It is written to me. We should read it (daily).
We/I need to strive to be like Jeremiah.
Sure sounds like Jeremiah was in love with His Savior. Do we/I have that same feeling? Do I hunger for His Word? Do I look eagerly to read it every day (yes EVERY day)? Does reading His Word bring me joy? Do I love my Savior?
God gave us an answer book to ALL of life's questions. He gave us a guide to protecting our hearts from morally wrong choices. He tells us why He has done all of this. He did it for us. Yes - you and me! His Word is His love letter to us. We should look with eagerness and hunger to read this love letter. It is written to you. It is written to me. We should read it (daily).
We/I need to strive to be like Jeremiah.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Tough Questions
I am starting a class on Spiritual Maturity for the next 4 weeks. The questions at the end of the 1st lesson (which we will be discussing tomorrow) have made me really think about my walk with Christ.
1) Have I grown closer to God over the past year?
2) How do I know?
I obviously what to answer 'YES" to #1, but in all honesty......I believe the correct answer is "NO". When I tried to answer #2, that is when I knew my answer to #1 was "NO". I am ashamed to admit it, but I haven't grown much in the past year. So if I haven't grown, then I must have gotten worse - because you don't stay the same.
How do I know? I am still struggling with the same sinful habits and tendencies. Last year I was on a Bible reading plan, this year I read a short devotion each day. Not the same. I have gotten away from the Word, and for Christians - that is the oxygen we need to survive today's world. I don't think the world is getting any better; and if I have gotten worse spiritually the last year - then I have added to it.
It is all about what is important in our lives? We find time to do all the things we want to enjoy life, but we (I) am not finding time to do the things to make me enjoy eternity.
I have some reading to do............
1) Have I grown closer to God over the past year?
2) How do I know?
I obviously what to answer 'YES" to #1, but in all honesty......I believe the correct answer is "NO". When I tried to answer #2, that is when I knew my answer to #1 was "NO". I am ashamed to admit it, but I haven't grown much in the past year. So if I haven't grown, then I must have gotten worse - because you don't stay the same.
How do I know? I am still struggling with the same sinful habits and tendencies. Last year I was on a Bible reading plan, this year I read a short devotion each day. Not the same. I have gotten away from the Word, and for Christians - that is the oxygen we need to survive today's world. I don't think the world is getting any better; and if I have gotten worse spiritually the last year - then I have added to it.
It is all about what is important in our lives? We find time to do all the things we want to enjoy life, but we (I) am not finding time to do the things to make me enjoy eternity.
I have some reading to do............
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Want to astonish Jesus?
Read Matthew 8:5-13.
Verse 10 is awesome. When Jesus heard the Centurion share his faith in Jesus being able to heal his worker just by saying so. "When Jesus heard this, he was astonished..." WOW! All it takes to astonish our Savior is to show our faith in Him. I can do that. You can do that.
So, when we are in the midst of temptation, struggling to make a life-altering decision, or just getting kicked around some by the world we live in.........have faith, show faith, demonstrate faith........believe in the One who will walk with you through any circumstance. Show Jesus some faith, and knock His socks (sandals) off. I can only imagine how He likes that feeling.
Have, show, and share some faith, today. Blessings.
Verse 10 is awesome. When Jesus heard the Centurion share his faith in Jesus being able to heal his worker just by saying so. "When Jesus heard this, he was astonished..." WOW! All it takes to astonish our Savior is to show our faith in Him. I can do that. You can do that.
So, when we are in the midst of temptation, struggling to make a life-altering decision, or just getting kicked around some by the world we live in.........have faith, show faith, demonstrate faith........believe in the One who will walk with you through any circumstance. Show Jesus some faith, and knock His socks (sandals) off. I can only imagine how He likes that feeling.
Have, show, and share some faith, today. Blessings.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
A Few Good Men
I'm back...................................from an unplanned, non-productive break. Why did I stop blogging? The honest answer, I filled those times with other things, and stepped away from my time with God. How did I decide to come back? Simple....God's whisper. Yep, God sent me a message last night through a friend at my church. I was sitting down to eat at our Sizzling Saturday BBQ, and a friend came over to join me at the table. During our initial conversation I heard him say something like "you stopped blogging". I couldn't believe my ears. He said it so softly and to the point, and I heard it as a loud roar.........God was trying to lead me back. So...here I am.
The past 6 weeks have been hectic in my life. Extra work, kids off for the summer, nice weather, a little golf, work around the house.......and I realized last night, I squeezed God right out of my daily life. I blew it, again!
Today I read from Ezekiel 22:30 - "I looked for a man among them who would build up the wall and stand before me in the gap on behalf of the land so I would not have to destroy it, but I found none." God is looking for a few good men. The last 6 weeks, when He looked my direction, He did not find one. Today...I WANT to change my appearance. Pastor Dave said last night, start eating better. I am starting to eat better, and returning to the source of eternal food. A daily partaking of this "good food" is just the ticket. I missed it.
Thank you, God, for the reminder last night on what I am missing. I am missing a lot. Finally, THANKS MIKE, for relaying the message.
Peace.
The past 6 weeks have been hectic in my life. Extra work, kids off for the summer, nice weather, a little golf, work around the house.......and I realized last night, I squeezed God right out of my daily life. I blew it, again!
Today I read from Ezekiel 22:30 - "I looked for a man among them who would build up the wall and stand before me in the gap on behalf of the land so I would not have to destroy it, but I found none." God is looking for a few good men. The last 6 weeks, when He looked my direction, He did not find one. Today...I WANT to change my appearance. Pastor Dave said last night, start eating better. I am starting to eat better, and returning to the source of eternal food. A daily partaking of this "good food" is just the ticket. I missed it.
Thank you, God, for the reminder last night on what I am missing. I am missing a lot. Finally, THANKS MIKE, for relaying the message.
Peace.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Paul's letter to Timothy (Rich)
"Command those who are rich in this present world not to be arrogant nor to put their hope in wealth, which is so uncertain, but to put their hope in God, who richly provides us with everything for our enjoyment. Command them to do good, to be rich in good deeds, and to be generous and willing to share. In this way they will lay up treasure for themselves as a firm foundation for the coming age, so that they may take hold of the life that is truly life.
Timothy (Rich), guard what has been entrusted to your care. Turn away from godless chatter and the opposing ideas of what is falsely called knowledge, which some have professed and in so doing have wandered from their faith. Grace be with you." 1 Timothy 6:17-21
I am embarking on a new journey. I am adding another job to my life in an effort to get my way back to doing something I used to really enjoy, to earn a little more money so I can eventually be free of debt and less restrained to serve. The sacrifice is less time with my family, at least in the beginning stages. The benefits: more money will help, it will require a greater faith and dependency on God, and I will start (I believe) a journey back to being in a ministry that God has equipped and can use me in. Selling insurance to churches....how can that be a ministry? Well, it all goes to my intentions. I intend to serve churches in the capacity of getting the best policy for their insurance budget dollars. My goal is to take the pressure off them in being good stewards of at least a portion of what God has given them.
Before I started typing this blog, I opened my Bible to see what God had for me today. I was directed to this verse in 1 Timothy. It has some instructions in it. It has some warnings in it. It has God's presence all over it. I read this and feel like this is the blue print to the journey I am embarking on at this moment in my life. I have to follow it (be obedient), and by doing so - I put my hope in God.
Dear God, let my focus be on You as I start this new journey. Keep my intentions and motivations pure and righteous in Your eyes. Guard me from the godless chatter and any ideas opposed to Your will for my life. Thank you for your grace, for without it...I am nothing. I trust You. I love You. I pray this in the name of Jesus, my Savior - Amen.
Timothy (Rich), guard what has been entrusted to your care. Turn away from godless chatter and the opposing ideas of what is falsely called knowledge, which some have professed and in so doing have wandered from their faith. Grace be with you." 1 Timothy 6:17-21
I am embarking on a new journey. I am adding another job to my life in an effort to get my way back to doing something I used to really enjoy, to earn a little more money so I can eventually be free of debt and less restrained to serve. The sacrifice is less time with my family, at least in the beginning stages. The benefits: more money will help, it will require a greater faith and dependency on God, and I will start (I believe) a journey back to being in a ministry that God has equipped and can use me in. Selling insurance to churches....how can that be a ministry? Well, it all goes to my intentions. I intend to serve churches in the capacity of getting the best policy for their insurance budget dollars. My goal is to take the pressure off them in being good stewards of at least a portion of what God has given them.
Before I started typing this blog, I opened my Bible to see what God had for me today. I was directed to this verse in 1 Timothy. It has some instructions in it. It has some warnings in it. It has God's presence all over it. I read this and feel like this is the blue print to the journey I am embarking on at this moment in my life. I have to follow it (be obedient), and by doing so - I put my hope in God.
Dear God, let my focus be on You as I start this new journey. Keep my intentions and motivations pure and righteous in Your eyes. Guard me from the godless chatter and any ideas opposed to Your will for my life. Thank you for your grace, for without it...I am nothing. I trust You. I love You. I pray this in the name of Jesus, my Savior - Amen.
Friday, May 30, 2008
A Step Back
I haven't blogged since last Sunday. In the days leading up to today, I have drifted....taken a step back. I spent the last few days making decisions on my own, not consulting my Father, and have found this week to be frustrating, tempting, and full of disobedience.
Father, Please forgive me for my sins. I have materialized things. I have coveted things. I have been selfish. I have been unfaithful to You. I have been unresponsive. I have separated myself from You.............................I have come back (again)....and I pray I will depend on You for all things, thoughts, decision, and provisions. In Jesus name...Amen.
Father, Please forgive me for my sins. I have materialized things. I have coveted things. I have been selfish. I have been unfaithful to You. I have been unresponsive. I have separated myself from You.............................I have come back (again)....and I pray I will depend on You for all things, thoughts, decision, and provisions. In Jesus name...Amen.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
The Sabbath
"Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath to the Lord your God. On it you shall not do any work, neither you, nor your son or daughter, nor your manservant or maidservant, nor your animals, nor the alien within your gates. For in six days the Lord made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all that is in them, but He rested on the seventh day. Therefore the Lord blessed the Sabbath day and made it holy." - Exodus 20:8-11
How are we to take this verse? Does it apply today? Look around....people shopping, going out to eat, making others work, working around the house or yard.......it doesn't look like people are resting.
For me, since I gave my life to Christ, Sunday has been a day of rest. I cannot stand to work, and I have trouble tolerating those that do. After working for about 10 hours outside yesterday getting the pool open and yard work, etc. - I am beat. I need this day of rest, physically. I, also, think God intended us to rest mentally. For me, Sundays are days to spend time worshiping God, being with your family, and resting for the week ahead. My mind and body need this day of rest, and my quiet time with God is extra special on these days.
Yep, today is Sunday - a day of rest. Have you thanked God for Sundays, or have you been too busy. Thank you, God!
How are we to take this verse? Does it apply today? Look around....people shopping, going out to eat, making others work, working around the house or yard.......it doesn't look like people are resting.
For me, since I gave my life to Christ, Sunday has been a day of rest. I cannot stand to work, and I have trouble tolerating those that do. After working for about 10 hours outside yesterday getting the pool open and yard work, etc. - I am beat. I need this day of rest, physically. I, also, think God intended us to rest mentally. For me, Sundays are days to spend time worshiping God, being with your family, and resting for the week ahead. My mind and body need this day of rest, and my quiet time with God is extra special on these days.
Yep, today is Sunday - a day of rest. Have you thanked God for Sundays, or have you been too busy. Thank you, God!
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Idleness
I was reading this morning from 2 Thessalonians 3:6-14. Some key points from this Scripture:
1) We are instructed to keep away from every brother who is idle, and does not live an obedient life according to God's word (my paraphrase of verse 6).
2) Being idle is the same as being "busy-bodies" in God's eyes (verse 11)
3) Never tire of doing what is right.
Life application for me:
1) I need to be careful who I hang out with. If I want to be an authentic Christian, then I need to attach myself to people who want, or more importantly, are the same. Obedience is the key to success - the success being finding God's will for my life.
2) Am I really doing something to help the Kingdom, or am I 'playing Christianity'? Being busy vs. busy-bodies? Obedience vs. superficial obedience? In a 24 hour day, how much of my time is authentic in my relationship with God? Am I doing what He wants me to do? Am I a good and faithful servant? (Tough questions.....with embarrassing answers.)
3) Being obedient will bring rewards and joy that will make 'doing what is right' a privilege and not a chore.
Dear God, please forgive me for my "business" and not 'being busy'. Thank you for this scripture and the opportunity to live up to it. Amen.
1) We are instructed to keep away from every brother who is idle, and does not live an obedient life according to God's word (my paraphrase of verse 6).
2) Being idle is the same as being "busy-bodies" in God's eyes (verse 11)
3) Never tire of doing what is right.
Life application for me:
1) I need to be careful who I hang out with. If I want to be an authentic Christian, then I need to attach myself to people who want, or more importantly, are the same. Obedience is the key to success - the success being finding God's will for my life.
2) Am I really doing something to help the Kingdom, or am I 'playing Christianity'? Being busy vs. busy-bodies? Obedience vs. superficial obedience? In a 24 hour day, how much of my time is authentic in my relationship with God? Am I doing what He wants me to do? Am I a good and faithful servant? (Tough questions.....with embarrassing answers.)
3) Being obedient will bring rewards and joy that will make 'doing what is right' a privilege and not a chore.
Dear God, please forgive me for my "business" and not 'being busy'. Thank you for this scripture and the opportunity to live up to it. Amen.
Friday, May 23, 2008
Scripture Friday
I thought I would just type a message from His word today and meditate on it. For anyone who may read this, may you find peace, comfort, strength, and perseverance in these words.
From Psalm 71 verse 1-5:
In you, O Lord, I have taken refuge;
let me never be put to shame.
Rescue me and deliver me in your righteousness;
turn your ear to me and save me.
Be my rock of refuge to which I can always go;
give the command to save me,
for you are my rock and my fortress.
Deliver me, O my God, from the hand of the wicked,
from the grasp of evil and cruel men.
For you have been my hope, O Sovereign Lord,
my confidence since my youth.
Amen.
From Psalm 71 verse 1-5:
In you, O Lord, I have taken refuge;
let me never be put to shame.
Rescue me and deliver me in your righteousness;
turn your ear to me and save me.
Be my rock of refuge to which I can always go;
give the command to save me,
for you are my rock and my fortress.
Deliver me, O my God, from the hand of the wicked,
from the grasp of evil and cruel men.
For you have been my hope, O Sovereign Lord,
my confidence since my youth.
Amen.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Can I get a piece of that?
I love reading the blogs of a few "on-fire" Christians that I know. To hear their daily, yet life altering experiences - it just amazes me. One person in particular.....this one person seems to have a direct line with these God experiences. I check his blog daily to see if he has posted again.
Why can't I have those experiences? I'm not jealous, I just what a piece of it. The question that arises, "How can I, or can I"? The answer has a little uncertainty, because God uses each of us according to HIS purpose and the gifts HE gave us. There is one thing I can control in this........and that is how I am living my life. Am I in HIS word? Am I connected to a group of believers to keep me accountable? Am I dealing with any sin in my life? Am I constantly thinking about God in all my situations, decisions, and actions? Am I following the footsteps of Jesus? Is my path 'God's path' or 'my path'?
Some of these are hard to answer, but in all reality - I need to spend more time with God. (period) You know when you are in a restaurant, and someone decides to have dessert so you can sit and talk longer. They get their dessert, you see them enjoying it, so you say to the waitress/waiter - "Can I have a piece of that"?
The answer is YES, but I have to do some preparing so I can be ready to taste the best pie God has to offer me. I need to get ready to eat.
Why can't I have those experiences? I'm not jealous, I just what a piece of it. The question that arises, "How can I, or can I"? The answer has a little uncertainty, because God uses each of us according to HIS purpose and the gifts HE gave us. There is one thing I can control in this........and that is how I am living my life. Am I in HIS word? Am I connected to a group of believers to keep me accountable? Am I dealing with any sin in my life? Am I constantly thinking about God in all my situations, decisions, and actions? Am I following the footsteps of Jesus? Is my path 'God's path' or 'my path'?
Some of these are hard to answer, but in all reality - I need to spend more time with God. (period) You know when you are in a restaurant, and someone decides to have dessert so you can sit and talk longer. They get their dessert, you see them enjoying it, so you say to the waitress/waiter - "Can I have a piece of that"?
The answer is YES, but I have to do some preparing so I can be ready to taste the best pie God has to offer me. I need to get ready to eat.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
The Waiting Game
Yesterday, I stayed home in the morning waiting for the gas company to come and change our meter. It was one of those deals where they give you a window (7:30AM - Noon) when they will come. Surely they would come first thing in the morning.
I waited........and waited....and waited. Finally at 11AM they called to reschedule. At 9AM I was getting agitated. At 10AM, I was getting furious. At 11AM, when they called, I was at peace. What happened between 10 and 11? I started to enjoy the quiet time I had to think, to pray, to listen for God's voice. It was nice to be able to slow down. What did waiting to start my work day till 11 cost me? Let's speculate.......maybe God kept me from a bad accident?......maybe He saved me from a traffic jam that would have tried my patience?........Maybe He just wanted to slow me down, so I could spend more time with Him?
In our busy lives, we hate to be slowed down. We multi-task constantly, just to get the things done we need or want. We have our schedules.
The Waiting Game........it was great to play this, yesterday. God always knows what we need. I look forward to playing again.
I waited........and waited....and waited. Finally at 11AM they called to reschedule. At 9AM I was getting agitated. At 10AM, I was getting furious. At 11AM, when they called, I was at peace. What happened between 10 and 11? I started to enjoy the quiet time I had to think, to pray, to listen for God's voice. It was nice to be able to slow down. What did waiting to start my work day till 11 cost me? Let's speculate.......maybe God kept me from a bad accident?......maybe He saved me from a traffic jam that would have tried my patience?........Maybe He just wanted to slow me down, so I could spend more time with Him?
In our busy lives, we hate to be slowed down. We multi-task constantly, just to get the things done we need or want. We have our schedules.
The Waiting Game........it was great to play this, yesterday. God always knows what we need. I look forward to playing again.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Growing our faith
Last night was basketball night for a group of men at our church. It is always good to get out there and get some exercise, even though several of us are way past our primes. In January, I added a devotion time to our prayer time before we start playing. This has been a blessing. Last night, a person shared a testimony about faith and how his faith struggles from time to time. He commented we should have faith in fellow man to help us grow stronger in our faith in God. At first, I didn't get where he was coming from, until Joe got hurt.
Before we start playing, we always ask for God's protection over us, so no one gets hurt. Last night, Joe landed on another person's foot and rolled his ankle. He was on the floor in terrible pain. The first thing that I thought about was "wait a minute, God, we asked that no one would get hurt". I thought, what is everyone going to think about our prayer time with God? We have some people who come to play that do not have a real relationship with Christ. What will those people think? Will they lack faith in prayer to YOU?
As we helped Joe to the sidelines, I felt compelled to lay my hand on Joe's ankle and pray for healing and for relief from the pain. One other man had a hand on his shoulder as I prayed.
Let me ask the same question, "what will those people still searching think about prayer and faith?"
This is what I hope they grasp......
1) God doesn't answer all prayers the way we want.
2) God has reasons for the way he answers our prayers, AND we don't have to immediately understand them. This is where faith is needed.
3) Even though God did not answer our prayer for no one to get hurt, we still turned to HIM again for our needs. (Again...more faith needed.)
4) Prayers should be natural to a believer.......we should not hesitate.
Joe could not even stand after he got hurt. Five minutes after our prayer, he got up, gathered up his stuff, and limped his way out of the church. Did God hear our prayers that night? Absolutely. Did God answer our prayers that night? Absolutely. Did God answer our prayers the way we wanted? No. Did Joe feel God's presence after he got hurt? That one.....we need to ask Joe. I believe he did.
Hopefully Joe has some faith that the rest of us there last night care about him, and are there for him when he falls. I hope we all feel that way. Wait a minute....that would be having faith in our fellow man. You add in prayer...and maybe, just maybe......our faith grows in God. Sounds like something I heard earlier in the night. Very interesting.
Get well, Joe.....I am praying for you.
Before we start playing, we always ask for God's protection over us, so no one gets hurt. Last night, Joe landed on another person's foot and rolled his ankle. He was on the floor in terrible pain. The first thing that I thought about was "wait a minute, God, we asked that no one would get hurt". I thought, what is everyone going to think about our prayer time with God? We have some people who come to play that do not have a real relationship with Christ. What will those people think? Will they lack faith in prayer to YOU?
As we helped Joe to the sidelines, I felt compelled to lay my hand on Joe's ankle and pray for healing and for relief from the pain. One other man had a hand on his shoulder as I prayed.
Let me ask the same question, "what will those people still searching think about prayer and faith?"
This is what I hope they grasp......
1) God doesn't answer all prayers the way we want.
2) God has reasons for the way he answers our prayers, AND we don't have to immediately understand them. This is where faith is needed.
3) Even though God did not answer our prayer for no one to get hurt, we still turned to HIM again for our needs. (Again...more faith needed.)
4) Prayers should be natural to a believer.......we should not hesitate.
Joe could not even stand after he got hurt. Five minutes after our prayer, he got up, gathered up his stuff, and limped his way out of the church. Did God hear our prayers that night? Absolutely. Did God answer our prayers that night? Absolutely. Did God answer our prayers the way we wanted? No. Did Joe feel God's presence after he got hurt? That one.....we need to ask Joe. I believe he did.
Hopefully Joe has some faith that the rest of us there last night care about him, and are there for him when he falls. I hope we all feel that way. Wait a minute....that would be having faith in our fellow man. You add in prayer...and maybe, just maybe......our faith grows in God. Sounds like something I heard earlier in the night. Very interesting.
Get well, Joe.....I am praying for you.
Monday, May 19, 2008
I was
Yesterday, I had a very brief conversation with a person who was angry with something a Pastor said in a service the previous week. Without going into any particulars, this person said they wanted to stand up and confront them. I defended the Pastor....even though I didn't attend the service this person did. I said it was not said that way at the service I was in.
I thought a lot about this brief communication yesterday. Something really bothered me about it. I was very upset with this person I call a friend. I truly felt (and still do) that this person heard what he wanted to hear. I think their personal opinions invaded what was heard....or at least, how it was received.
Why was this bothering me?
After much thought, I realized I use to be this person several years ago. I was the person who was quick to disagree with something said from the pulpit, and be critical of that person speaking. I was the person who complained to other members about what was being said. I was the person who thought I was morally above the action of division. I was the person that helped cause some dissension in a church. I was that person.
I had a choice to make.....continue to judge this person I spoke with yesterday.......or start realizing that the person I am today is not the person I was several years ago. The difference was a personal relationship with Jesus. If Jesus could change me, then surely HE can change this other person. If Jesus could offer grace and forgiveness to me, then surely HE could offer it to this person.
It is often uncomfortable having God use situations from our past to develop our character for the future. These "growing pain" moments is where the rubber meets the road, so to speak. It becomes a spiritual marker in our lives (if we let it), because it reminds us of where God brought us from. It reminds us of how ugly we were to God, yet he loved us anyway. It reminds us not to judge others, because we were once in their same shoes. It reminds ME that I still have a lot of growing to do in my walk.....and Jesus is still working at my character.
What's next? What is the best way to handle a situation or conversation like the one I experienced yesterday? I'm not completely sure. I do know that I was reminded that I once was that person, so I should not be judging....but to offer grace and forgiveness. My character has changed because of Jesus.
I was that person. I am different, now. Jesus did that for me. I pray HE will do it for this person, as well. Jesus takes the 'I was' to 'I am' because HE IS! Amen.
I thought a lot about this brief communication yesterday. Something really bothered me about it. I was very upset with this person I call a friend. I truly felt (and still do) that this person heard what he wanted to hear. I think their personal opinions invaded what was heard....or at least, how it was received.
Why was this bothering me?
After much thought, I realized I use to be this person several years ago. I was the person who was quick to disagree with something said from the pulpit, and be critical of that person speaking. I was the person who complained to other members about what was being said. I was the person who thought I was morally above the action of division. I was the person that helped cause some dissension in a church. I was that person.
I had a choice to make.....continue to judge this person I spoke with yesterday.......or start realizing that the person I am today is not the person I was several years ago. The difference was a personal relationship with Jesus. If Jesus could change me, then surely HE can change this other person. If Jesus could offer grace and forgiveness to me, then surely HE could offer it to this person.
It is often uncomfortable having God use situations from our past to develop our character for the future. These "growing pain" moments is where the rubber meets the road, so to speak. It becomes a spiritual marker in our lives (if we let it), because it reminds us of where God brought us from. It reminds us of how ugly we were to God, yet he loved us anyway. It reminds us not to judge others, because we were once in their same shoes. It reminds ME that I still have a lot of growing to do in my walk.....and Jesus is still working at my character.
What's next? What is the best way to handle a situation or conversation like the one I experienced yesterday? I'm not completely sure. I do know that I was reminded that I once was that person, so I should not be judging....but to offer grace and forgiveness. My character has changed because of Jesus.
I was that person. I am different, now. Jesus did that for me. I pray HE will do it for this person, as well. Jesus takes the 'I was' to 'I am' because HE IS! Amen.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Facing the Giants
Our church showed this movie tonight as part of a celebration of our most recent building campaign, and more importantly - what God is going to do through and with us; and probably in spite of us.
I have seen this movie before. I remember crying through some scenes where God was changing peoples' lives. I also remember the acting being a little cheesy. As we were getting ready to watch this, my wife was telling a friend isn't this a true story - which I kind of laughed and chuckled to myself -"are you kidding?"
As the movie progressed, I found myself laughing a little more about how everything seemed to turn out the way the football coach wanted. Even the wind changed directions just in time for the game-winning kick. I laughed out loud.
After it was over, I began to think about one scene in the movie where it basically stated we need to prepare our field as if God will bring rain in the middle of a drought. This made me think about my prayer life....I pray to God for miracles, but I have done nothing to prepare myself, or my life, to be ready to receive it. God can do anything. He can change the direction of the wind at just the right moment......He can have someone donate a brand new vehicle to a coach who desperately needed one......He can provide the miracle of birth in a woman who was told cannot have kids.......He can help a bunch of under-achievers win the big game.....He can use a movie with cheesy acting to drive home a point. The point is: God can do anything and we should be preparing for when God overcomes the obstacles in our lives. We need to spend some time preparing for a harvest that only God can reap. Never give up. Never back down. Never lose faith.
Maybe...just maybe, we miss out on so many blessings from God, because we fail to do the necessary work, because we cannot see the result. Hebrews 11:1 - "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." When I look deep into that verse, the key words for me are BEING SURE. Sure of what. Sure of a God who can do anything. BEING SURE means to prepare for answered prayer. I think about some of the prayers I have said........am I really prepared for Him to answer them? Excuse me while I go do some preparing........................
I have seen this movie before. I remember crying through some scenes where God was changing peoples' lives. I also remember the acting being a little cheesy. As we were getting ready to watch this, my wife was telling a friend isn't this a true story - which I kind of laughed and chuckled to myself -"are you kidding?"
As the movie progressed, I found myself laughing a little more about how everything seemed to turn out the way the football coach wanted. Even the wind changed directions just in time for the game-winning kick. I laughed out loud.
After it was over, I began to think about one scene in the movie where it basically stated we need to prepare our field as if God will bring rain in the middle of a drought. This made me think about my prayer life....I pray to God for miracles, but I have done nothing to prepare myself, or my life, to be ready to receive it. God can do anything. He can change the direction of the wind at just the right moment......He can have someone donate a brand new vehicle to a coach who desperately needed one......He can provide the miracle of birth in a woman who was told cannot have kids.......He can help a bunch of under-achievers win the big game.....He can use a movie with cheesy acting to drive home a point. The point is: God can do anything and we should be preparing for when God overcomes the obstacles in our lives. We need to spend some time preparing for a harvest that only God can reap. Never give up. Never back down. Never lose faith.
Maybe...just maybe, we miss out on so many blessings from God, because we fail to do the necessary work, because we cannot see the result. Hebrews 11:1 - "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." When I look deep into that verse, the key words for me are BEING SURE. Sure of what. Sure of a God who can do anything. BEING SURE means to prepare for answered prayer. I think about some of the prayers I have said........am I really prepared for Him to answer them? Excuse me while I go do some preparing........................
Journaling (blogging)
Bill Hybel states in his book (Too Busy Not To Pray) that, "Journaling is the important first step to slowing down to pray."
Who doesn't need to spend more time in prayer? If you're like me, you pray when there is a need, a want, or plea for help. That sums up my prayer...at least lately. Lately, I have been in a spiritual rut...a valley.....a low point. It has lasted far longer than I ever imagined or desired. About two months ago, I began to doubt all my decisions. I could not make commitments....I take that back....I would make commitments to things, and then back out of them. I stopped being involved in all the ministries I was or wanted to be active in (except men's basketball because I need to lose weight AND love the fellowship time we have). I basically slow downed my life.
At first, I thought this was a horrible thing to do....BUT, after spending more time reading God's word, praying, and listening to God...I realized that God used my indecisiveness and withdrawal from ministry to get my attention. Thank you God!
I am blown away by your love for me, your forgiveness, your grace, your mercy.....your Son!
You stick with me when I think nobody should. You have made me realize (again) that I need you....I need more of you......I need to give more of me......all of me...so you can fill me up.
This is my first ever entry in the 'blog world'. I don't know if anyone will even read it, but I don't care. I am excited. I have re-opened the communication with my Savior. This venue will be my daily journal as I look to grow in Christ and be more like Him...one day at a time.
God had to slow me down. I love Psalm 46.
"Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the
earth. The Lord Almighty is with us..."
Did you catch the comma after 'be still'. Commas mean we are to pause or slow down. That is what I plan on doing. Be still........and know that I AM God.
Who doesn't need to spend more time in prayer? If you're like me, you pray when there is a need, a want, or plea for help. That sums up my prayer...at least lately. Lately, I have been in a spiritual rut...a valley.....a low point. It has lasted far longer than I ever imagined or desired. About two months ago, I began to doubt all my decisions. I could not make commitments....I take that back....I would make commitments to things, and then back out of them. I stopped being involved in all the ministries I was or wanted to be active in (except men's basketball because I need to lose weight AND love the fellowship time we have). I basically slow downed my life.
At first, I thought this was a horrible thing to do....BUT, after spending more time reading God's word, praying, and listening to God...I realized that God used my indecisiveness and withdrawal from ministry to get my attention. Thank you God!
I am blown away by your love for me, your forgiveness, your grace, your mercy.....your Son!
You stick with me when I think nobody should. You have made me realize (again) that I need you....I need more of you......I need to give more of me......all of me...so you can fill me up.
This is my first ever entry in the 'blog world'. I don't know if anyone will even read it, but I don't care. I am excited. I have re-opened the communication with my Savior. This venue will be my daily journal as I look to grow in Christ and be more like Him...one day at a time.
God had to slow me down. I love Psalm 46.
"Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the
earth. The Lord Almighty is with us..."
Did you catch the comma after 'be still'. Commas mean we are to pause or slow down. That is what I plan on doing. Be still........and know that I AM God.
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